All I want for Christmas is not to die

Stay Alive

by Rodman Philbrick

Rating: 5 out of 5.


Stay Alive, by Rodman Philbrick, is historical fiction written for middle-grade readers, and it tells the story of Douglas Allen Deeds, a young man who set out on an epic quest to reach California in the year 1846 via the Oregon Trail. Sadly, both of his parents had passed away some time before, but Douglas was determined to follow through with his family’s plan to settle in California and to raise cattle there. You may have heard of the family that lead the expedition: George and Tamsen Donner, a.k.a. the Donner Party.

The Donner Party’s journey from Illinois to California was filled with obstacles and poor choices. By the time they reached the Sierra mountains, winter was was upon them and the mountain passes they needed to pass through were filled with snow, making it impossible to travel through with cattle and wagons. They became trapped, with little food and water – certainly not enough to last the winter. Many members of the party died along the way, and many more would die in the snow-covered mountains waiting for rescue to come.

All I want for Christmas is not to die.

– Douglas A. Deeds, December 25, 1846 (p.119)

My Thoughts

The book is written in the style of a personal journal or diary, and is written by fictional character Douglas A. Deeds, a 15-year-old orphan who travelled with the real-life family, the Breens. If you know anything about the Donner Party, you know that things did not go well for them and that the story ends with the survivors eating the flesh of the dead – cannabalism.

As it is written for middle-grade children, the cannabalism aspect of the story is only mentioned in a very few journal entries and is not described in any detail, so there’s no reason to be concerned that your 10-year-old is going to read a detailed account of people eating people.

I found this to be an easy and enjoyable read as the short journal entries kept me reading and wanting to know what happened next. I definitely recommend this book for young readers who are interested in historical fiction.

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